The MOST REALISTIC new york city vlog you'll ever watch. Or your money back. · Chelsea Callahan
展示纽约市真实生活状态，包括日常琐事、生活压力和城市环境。适合练习生活类和真实表达内容。
I promise you, this is not clickbait.
我向您保证，这绝不是为了吸引点击量的虚假内容（即所谓的“标题党”）。
This is about to get so realistic that it's almost embarrassing for me.
这一切变得如此真实，以至于让我都有点尴尬了……
For example, when you look up the top search results for realistic New York City vlogs, it's all pretty aesthetic and clean still,
例如，当你查看关于纽约市真实风格的视频博客（vlogs）的热门搜索结果时，你会发现这些视频的画质都非常精美、画面清晰。
which is what people click on.
这就是人们会点击的内容。
So that makes sense.
那么，这确实说得通。
But I want to know where the creators are at on YouTube representing this like messy aesthetic.
但我想知道，在 YouTube 上代表这种“混乱美学”风格的创作者们目前处于什么阶段（即他们的作品发展到了什么程度）。
You know, those days where you just don't want to do anything, but you know you have things to do,
你知道的，就是那种什么都不想做的日子，但又清楚自己还有很多事情必须去做……
or else you're going to be stressed the whole week.
否则，你整个星期都会处于压力状态中。
That's like that's my vibe right now.
这就是我现在的状态/情绪。
It's 2 p.m.
现在是下午两点。
and I have to do a bunch of laundry and.
我还得洗一堆衣服呢……
Clean this place and sort of get ready for the week and I'm just not ready for another five day work week.
把这个地方打扫干净，为接下来的一周做好准备吧……我真的不想再经历一个长达五天的工作周了。
I'm just so tired and I just wish we had an extra day in our weekends.
我真的太累了，真希望我们的周末能多一天时间。
Like three day weekend should be way more normalized than they are.
像“三天周末”这样的安排其实应该变得更加普遍（即更多人能够享受到这样的假期）。
It's such a cozy day outside.
外面的天气真是太舒适了，让人感觉非常惬意。
It's like drizzling a little bit of rain, but I sort of have to get my life together a little bit.
这就像下了一点小雨；不过我确实需要把自己的生活重新整理好才行。
And maybe it'll be cozy for you to watch, and maybe a little inspiration to get your own [ __ ] together.
也许观看这个过程会让你感到很惬意；同时，它也可能为你自己组织或筹备某件事（[ __ ]）提供一些灵感。
Even though I'm sure you probably have everything way more together than me.
尽管我敢肯定，你的生活安排肯定比我井井有条得多……
I'm not trying to be a pick me.
我并不是想表现得像个“需要别人关注和认可的人”（也就是所谓的“pick-me”类型）。
Girl here because I don't live in aesthetic New York City Life socks like I live above Central Park.
我是个女孩，不过我并不生活在那个充满美感的纽约市——我住的地方其实离中央公园还挺远的。
I'm single.
我目前是单身。
I live paycheck to paycheck nearly, and I and I don't get invited to any like cool NYC YouTuber influencer events.
我几乎只能靠每个月的工资来维持生活，而且我也从未被邀请参加过任何像纽约市那些知名的 YouTuber 或网红举办的有趣活动。
Oh, and I'm also in my 30s, but like yeah.
哦，我也三十多岁了。
I also kind of am trying to be a pick me girl because I need to find some way to stand out.
我其实也在努力成为那种“喜欢被别人关注的女孩”（即那种渴望得到他人关注和认可的女性），因为我觉得自己必须找到某种方式来让自己脱颖而出。
Against I got these new shoes, cute
作为替代，我买了这双新鞋子，非常可爱！
right, really like amongst like the miles
对，真的很喜欢那些漫长的路程（或距离）。
and miles of New York City YouTubers
还有纽约市成千上万的 YouTube 制作者……
that like live below 14th Street and and have beautiful natural lighting for their videos whilst I live in a cave
他们住在第14街以南的地区，拍摄视频时能够享受到美丽的自然光线；而我呢，简直就像住在“洞穴”里一样……
in my opinion the.
在我看来，……
Real New York City experience begins above
真正的纽约市体验，是从高空开始的……
96th Street, and we need more people
96街……我们需要更多人手。
documenting that to show the masses that if you move here wanting the life you see in some of those top searches I showed you earlier,
记录下这一切，是为了向大众证明：如果你来到这里，渴望过上那些我在之前展示过的热门搜索结果中所描述的生活，那么你是可以实现这一目标的。
you either gotta really work hard to get there or you got to be born into money.
要么你必须付出极大的努力才能达到目标，要么你就必须出身于富裕的家庭。
I mean, no shade on those creators that are putting out those top videos.
我的意思是，我并没有对那些制作出高质量视频的创作者有任何不满或批评。他们的作品确实非常出色。
Like I'm sure they put, they already put in their blood, sweat, and tears to get the aesthetic life they live now.
我敢肯定，他们为了能够过上现在这样的美好生活，已经付出了大量的心血、汗水和泪水。
But that's another thing.
不过，那是另一回事了。
Like I've been here for six years now, and I'm still in the category of giving your blood,
我已经在这里待了六年了，不过仍然属于那种需要定期献血的人群。
sweat, and tears, working for Your dream.
为了实现你的梦想，我们付出了辛勤的努力、汗水，甚至泪水。
If I'm being honest, I used to threaten to leave every like couple months of my first two or three years,
说实话，在工作的头两三年里，我每隔几个月就会威胁说要辞职。
but I never left because I was genuinely too broke to move away, and that just became my blessing in disguise.
但我从未真正离开过，因为我的经济状况实在太糟糕，根本无力搬去其他地方；而这件事最终却成了我的“因祸得福”。